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nov 3 -- abandonment

2007-11-03T19:54:00.000+08:00

This Is a Very Serious Post.

--if you don't know already, I'm abandoning this blog. unless I find that there's anything stupid that I can't write on the other blog. (which is quite a lot, but anyway. i dont blog that often anyway.) oh, and it's not April Fool's Day. yet.

So, ask me via msn if you really need to know where the other blog is.

can't be bothered to change anything I left here. including the chatbox, and linx |D

october end of eyas (read:doom) post.

2007-10-17T17:23:00.000+08:00

sorry, had no time to post.

but anyway, exams are over! i ranted quite some at my devJournal instead of here. somehow feels safer. cos [everyone's an Artist (by name, at least) over there] = less face to lose? Maybe.

drn, results given out from today to friday. today's weren't so bad, but i had to stay a long time in school to help with dmed banner/flag. in the end even that wasn't so bad, but i waited a fsking HALF AN HOUR for my bus home to come. orz

been reading 'bout origins of several memes... esp those for anime, or you could say /a/@_chan? (fill in the blank) -.- anyhoo, i dont visit that site, nor recommend visits to that site.

'JUST AS PLANNED.'
'LADIES'
'i herd u liek mudkips'
'BELIEVE IN ME WHO BELIEVES IN YOU'
etc. etc.

seem to be the somewhat more memorable ones for me. somehow. the origin of LADIES seemed most interesting. i'm actually wondering whether those who visit those forums and post often, are actually comedic geniuses (all the clever memes and the general openness encourages it?) or stupid asses with free time on their hands, or a mix of both.

digresses anyway, never to go back. _chan Never Was a Good Place.

T_T otherwise, i'm really quite bored. the temporary end of exams usually ends that way, doesnt it. GE isnt helping either. interest not coming back, and few or no updates makes it even worse. no motivation to train my ele.

drn.

TTGL SUPER ULTRA HYPER DRILL RANT

2007-09-25T22:28:00.000+08:00

CANT....HOLD IN.... THE RANTS...!!!!! [ usually i dont do this much but i remembered for once cos im bored duhhh]

MY DRILL IS THE DRILL THAT WILL PIERCE THE HEAVENS! [ if you search on dA, you will eventually get to a dev that shows the thoughts of Kamina, on that phrase, in Heaven]

TTGL 26! THE BIRTH OF THE BEST ANIME EPISODE EVARR~ (so far?)
AS EXPECTED OF THE MAKERS OF FLCL ! SASUGA NE, KONNA.

might you ask why i have watched it in such an impt exam time, you should know that i am a slacker once i reach my home. outside it aint so bad. but yeah.

*spoilers*

OMGOMGOMGOGMOGMOMGOMOMOGMOGMOMOGMOGMOGMOGMG

GHAR ALTERNATE UNIVERSE FTW! EVERYONE'S 'DREAM' WAS SO REAL. except maybe the wimpy kamina-thief in simon's. and where was Nia in that dream dammit!? and er. what was really cool was viral's dream, at all. very cute. ohoh and yoko's was really bittersweet, what with the lost love X2 and being REMINDED, yet she still continues to go forward, and whatsmore kamina had to wake her up from her dream at the place where they kisushita, and therefore it was really really sweet. SIGHHHH. GOSH WHY CANT KAMINA COME BACK FOR REAL TT____TT THIS IS REALLY SADDENING, THIS HALF-TRUTH UNIVERSE.

btw i think nia is really quite a great character. OH AND HUMAN BOOTA! OMG LOL THE SHADES. and stripes. MOLERAT HENGE! or was he a pig. or what. lol. molepig.

note the use of black, vague, shapes for mysterious stuff like the Eye/what was behind the Door again? in FMA, as well as for the Anti-Spiral himself. as well as the ideas of parallel universes in both, though only a brief moment in TTGL. i wonder why. ohnoes my memory of FMA is fading. better rewatch soon.

T_T NEXT EPISODE....!!!!! garrr i really must learn to study hard. i mean, i can slack most other times, not much of a prob as long as i keep up, but THESE ARE EOYS MANNN. GAR. n OHSHI HAVENT STUDIED JAP MUCH T_T SHINDEMO II NO KANA.

GARH.

2007-09-16T20:52:00.000+08:00

YOU MAY CONSIDER THIS AN EMO POST, IF YOU WANT.

but i will rant about exam stress. T_T

GHAR I DONT LIKE TO DO THINGS I DONT LIKE TO DO. AND PTS ARE ONE OF THEM. (having said that, luckily i just completed my geog or i would be killing my eyes -.-) AND SHUIDIDD I HATE ORALS. I HAVENT EVEN STARTED PLANNING FOR MY JAP SPEECH DAMMIT. AND IM GONNA FAIL LIT. AND THEN IM GONNA FAIL EL ORAL T_T

GREAAHHHT. AND I WANTED TO DO AN ART COLLAB WITH JO DX this is unfair. but life is, so dammit. 'when life gives you lemons...dodge it' , eh? munnii is great inspiration. more like her personal messages, but well. very creative person T_T and so is jz. BUT I FDKING CANT DODGE EM WHEN THEY COME FROM ALL SIDES D< just like in one piece, except without the godpowers factor. trying to catch up, and laughing all the way, is great fun. GAR ANOTHER THING I WANT TO DO BUT CANT REALLY DO NOW.

grr speaking of art, i think i would like to improve on human anatomy. i hate drawing the shapes and then using those as guidelines cos i can never draw with clean lines, but then it goes out of proportion precisely because of that. and i need to learn how to cg T_T otherwise i will live my life with just b+w colors and er. collabs? and FUGGLY CG'D PIXIES. pixies float around taunting you. or something.

good news is im going to us + japan at the end of the year. hooorahhh. its more us but japan is erm. stop on the way? yeah. but still it reduces the amount of time i can spend on other stuff. like ge. in which my interest is dying half because of exams as well, btw.

T_T maybe i should try writing in japanese next time. helps me improve, maybe? and then it wont be such a waste of time to er. BLOG. yeah. waste.

note to self: typing habits to improve
-use caps less
-use capital letters. especially for I, at the very least.
-stop using lol in online chats
-stop using damned emoticons.
-stop swearing for no good reason.
-stop it.

sept 3...

2007-09-03T15:49:00.001+08:00

all the different leveled-characters in GE are screwing with my memory lol.

anyway - lvl 42 adenine & male scout, lvl 41 female wiz, lvl 34 female fighter, lvl 28 soho, lvl 25 female ele. those are my active characters, at the very least.

i got sunburn all over my body now OTL sigh although today it's better. yesterday my face was so red, and i had T-SHIRT MARKS o___O i mean, isnt that just disgusting. gah my skin is still reddish. TT_TT

i WISH i werent such a procrastinator.

speaking of xedo, they're getting really irritating. so many articles and animeblogger!posts on them, lol. the dm!survey was interesting, though. although some questions were rubbish, like he commented. but it may not be accurate, cos i think many took the survey with lots of bias against xedo. sigh. BT is still a wonderful invention, though.

...
shoot, no mood to blog. next month, pepul! or you can hope that i get emo enough, then remember to post something. i feel stupid and bored now.

ps. as a sidenote, Tengen Toppa Gurren-Lagann and Baccano! are really entertaining. except, TTG-L is probably less so after the timeskip. well, better than xedo's licensed CARP.

NATIONAL (holi-)DAY whoo~

2007-08-11T20:28:00.001+08:00

hoho, im not ded. i just nearly forgot to post.

...you must be so disappointed. i mean, its inevitable. aint it? o__O

sigh ge just released its business model, huh. MEANS $10 LESS AFTER DECEMBER STARTS TT__TT my poor wallet will be feeling all famished and starving by the time next year is here.

...unless my ge fandom (which may, after all, just be a fad as usual) DIES OFF. forces of evil, heed my plea! banish the evil amongst you (my fandom) such that you may torture me into greater doom: WHOLE-HEARTED STUDY! its called sacrifice for a greater goo---- i meant, evil.

but grah, that means i totally wont be bothered to buy the prepaid cards for exam weeks (if its all crowded into one week; with the current school system i wouldnt care any less lol.) and hence that would result in utter boredom, which would then lead on to an increased rate of retardation. (yes, im already starting to feel the effects of Ritardi on me IRL. how uncanny.) OTLLL

grahh emo emo. recently i just feel really emo during hols when i spend too much time with my family, going out and not going to school. (i think.) i have some weird on-and-off inferiority complex, which is damn weird.

speaking of which, im an extremist had you not realised before. im an extremist for the smallest of things, and neutral for the greater issues in life. sighh. DYSFUNCT HUMAN CREATED ON 16/07/93 TT__TT nvm that its emo crap again.

----in height, in weight (actly not rly. but well. i consider it so, cos like its not anywhere near the norm, i think. o_o), in my temperament at home vs outside, and er. lots of other things i wouldnt recall at this exact moment.

TTTTTTTT____________________________________________TTT

grahhhh im starting to feel stupid and useless again. and GRAAAAAAAAAAAHHH art is due tues TT__TT GRAHHH.

offtopic, though, my mom said randomly that i was suited to be a tai-tai. i didnt think it was true, but it IS a fact that its a slacker's world and therefore i would be suited to it, as would *AHEM* Blue Jaz Cafe would.

um. nat'l holiday was a blast. -vely. like, kaboom. gone. (with the wind!??!) i feel very bad not being all that participative in it, but it might just be mob psychology. hope not. (cos then the world is more stained than i thought D8)

owari

ps. any refs i use constantly may not refer to anything at all. then again i cant remember if i made any besides one which i DO happen to remember. gahhh. D:D:

..and no, emo doesnt mean those punkish weirdos i see lots on the newspaper but SOMETHING LIKE THAT IN THE NEWSPAPERS WOULD NEVER HAPPEN TO ME IN REAL LIFE ANYWAY. (quoth whatshernamefrom SZS---which i havent watched from ep 4 onwards yet, i just rmbed.)

COSFEST AFTERMATH.

2007-07-20T23:38:00.000+08:00

cosfest. sigh. pictures here, anyway.

TT__TT mann sucky month. birthdays make me spend more, too.
but i got 3 prints at cosfest! all for free 8D

ah fine whatever. no one cares. *emo emo*

i totally need better time management TT__TT OTLOTLOTL.

bored. gar i just gave up tengen toppa gurren lagan to do this?!! like wtf. grr i needs moar random anime lol.

...

ew, okay nevermind.

random quote 1: "WOULD THOU WERT CLEAN ENOUGH TO SPIT UPON!" and for a special someone, it refers to her (yes, her) mind :D /kidding kidding. in case she ever reads this which is never, of course. C:C:C:C:C:C:C:C: i love her too much to be saying these kinds of things seriously. platonically.

GE LEVEL 33! at least thats something to be proud of. im almost wishing i could bot, with pepul like jaz and muni SO HIGH IN LEVEL (and for jaz, in stature. arghh i need growth pills. edo's antennae. anything at all!!)

bored.

another random quote: "DONT BELIEVE IN YOURSELF. BELIEVE IN ME, WHO BELIEVES IN YOU!!" XD

JULY!!!

2007-07-02T19:07:00.000+08:00

OMG ITS JULY, MY BIRTHDAY MONTH. okay im not that hyped, really. but considering how jinx i felt today, i totally need to (forcefully) hype myself up.

shall not elaborate on today's jinxness.

BUT I WANNA ENCOURAGE EVERYONE TO WATCH TOKI WO KAKERU SHOUJO, AKA THE GIRL WHO LEAPT THROUGH TIME. (even tho i didnt watch it today =.=) its really nice, and i love the plot twist. though the main character is kinda too optimistic for me.

july~ the month of cosfest and fun~ this year is really gonna be good i think, with lucky star having come out and haruhi more famous and er. THREE DAYS OF COSFEST XDD hope i can skip service for cosfest just this once D:

you know, i always wondered how the term third wheel came about... maybe its cos bikes are all 2-wheeled and stuff, and so there was one extra wheel and it doesnt fit anywhere, or like cars are 4 wheeled so in between 2 wheels and 4 wheels is the third wheel which isnt very important, and doesnt happen to really have a meaning between em. or something.

sigh i only realised how much school stressed me out and made me depressed after the hols.... like once i went back to school i started feeling i wasnt good enough, and there are so many people better than me (not always academic, MIND YOU.) and how sometimes it was just about your qualities and talents, or even your past experience/ training/ practice that helped you make the cut, and i never seemed to have em. and today i just felt worse, i think. oh well. not like anyones gonna see this anyway.

should die. -- gai si. -- shinu....... [11_1473]

ps to my june post.

2007-06-03T16:31:00.000+08:00

PS TO MY PREVIOUS POST----- regarding my MYAs and my overall GPA etc.

hehe.

i was super surprised at my results. in the top 15% of students getting above 3.6~! dakedo ima wa mada himitsu desu yo~ (not really, now, huh)

...

*shiver*

...i suddenly feel a whole lot of pepul i know wanting to keel me... bloodlust is sure scary, huh.

june post.

2007-06-03T15:45:00.000+08:00

cosfest in one month~~ hope its gonna be a blast as usual

btw my dance pad's working. but it just has to rebel against me and insist on making me use the arrows diagonally cos it wont allow two of the normal arrows at once.

JUST YESTERDAY I GOT A NEW COMPY~ not personal (aka for me alone) yet, but still. its way cool. like 1440x900 pixels screen (kinda squished though, i guess). kind of a hassle installing all the stuff again but ohwell. its really fast, and its vista. thus its almost mac-ish, but somewhat better, i hope.

i've been cging my old sketch abit, but its stuck on the hard drive now, and i dont think i installed adobe ps on this yet... >__> gar what a hassle. its coming along fine, hair done (though slightly weirdish) and the rest of the base colors planned & done, but not really shadowed and stuff. i totally need more practice. and i need to learn to ink. though ill end up butchering half the stuff that i so suckily drew already. gah firefox is making me feel stupid spelling nonexistent words. blame the new dictionary program or whatchamucallit. gah nonexistent word huh.

lets talk about yesterday, and why i hate gb. not all of why i hate it, and not exactly that i dont like it at all, but this was just irritating.

so. yesterday i had to wake up at 7.30am (not too bad considering the time i wake up for school usually, but these are the holidays, so..) and arrived at kcpss for my gb leadership conference at 8.20, which soon started at 8.30. so. the teacher i/c seemed to be some weirdo. okay not exactly but. she treated us like kids and called us children. i mean, girls is fine (all of us in GIRLS brig after all) but children was kinda blatant... although i know we really do look like children in her eyes, but she could give us the least respect, right. nevermind that, but it was praise and worship and she gave us two simple songs to sing (you'da thought she could at least get some musician/pianist/guitarist/WhateverTheDrink(kidding) to get us into the mood for worship, but NOOO, she had to make us stand in circles and attempt to make us run round like kids. and all the while she called us children.

anyway, after that we had the workshop we signed up for, which was pretty much pointless for mine cos it just told us to follow our heart and that not every decision is final and whatever but it doesnt seem to help cos im still very indecisive even for food. and yes it was about decisionmaking. 2 hours. and that was the whole point of 12-hour conference (for promotion 's sake if you see it that way)

lunch was not very appetising. slightly-spicy veg + spicy potato + other weird forgettable meat. plus rice of course. and some kind soul i knew just HAD to stuff all the veg to me. dinner as well, though dinner was kinda diff cos the meat was slightly more appetising. she totally doesnt look like a carnivore, but looks are deceiving. kind soul my foot.

after that we had drill for 2 WHOLE HOURS. LIKE DO THEY WANT US TO DIE OR DO THEY WANT US TO FRY. both huh. knew it. lucky the corporal taking my group wasnt that mean and let us go in the shade after the first 30min (at most). they made us remove our watches so i was totally unaware of how long i had been standing there squinting my eyes at her. to heck with drill.

we had some weird talk about sarah and esther and stuff but i dont see how it helped me much. nor was it especially memorable...

after that we had stupid games. no prizes in the end even, and i dont see how it builds teamwork. or maybe im just not social. and then we had dinner.

then, some cleanup which took awhile, and a talk which was somewhat uninteresting. sigh. AND WE WERE DISMISSED AT 8.10PM. (at first it was 8.30 but we ended early so i should be thankful but i find that hard, really.)

if you notice from the above,
barely anything after drill was useful. (drill is compulsory for leadership conferences so it cant be helped i guess) in other words IT COULD HAVE FRKING ENDED AT 3.30PM, BUT THEY JUST HAD TO STRETCH IT 5 HOURS MORE. gaaaaaaaaahhh.

"I KNOW I CAN KEEL" from abingdon's HOWLING lol.

well thats all, for my complaints and rants. hope singapore will be somewhat not-so-mean in their local anime ban. its kinda freaking me out, really.

MAY

2007-05-04T20:27:00.001+08:00

ITS MAY. THE TIME OF MYAs AND HATRED FOR IT, WHILE AT THE SAME TIME ALSO HAVING THE GREATEST BLOCKBUSTERS OF TIME COMING OUT.

okay, okay... exaggeration. but SPIDEY 3 AND PIRATES 3 ARE OUT IN MAY. (spidey's out already and I CANT WATCH IT DDD:: OTLOTL)

pirates is end of may~ omg i cant wait for the end of my exams though.

GAH SPEAKING OF EXAMS. I HAVE NOTHING TO WRITE ON FOR ENGLISH WRITING on monday. i cant plan and drop clues for crime, while for sci-fi i just don't have inspiration..... D: orz.

yey hist and english compre and jap is done with. some freaks were CONVERSING in jap at the language centre, and i was like... arr lol? and im so ded for hist structured essay. it was kinda direct but i barely knew what to write, and i had one really short point and the rest were okay... but. ARGH.

er compre and jap was fine. except i took longer than usual for the summary. and i know i got one particle question wrong. as well as maybe the reading compre x's and o's. SIGH.

I DONT WANNA STUDY IM SO SICK OF IT EVEN AFTER ONE DAY. i'd really much rather have it spread out, except that there would be lessons D:

GAHH SO DED AND I HAVE A HEADACHE AND THIS TIME OF MONTH IS NOT A GOOD TIME FOR EXAMS.

ps. my dansu pad works but i have to use it facing me diamond-shaped as it cant input 2 normal steps at once. plus i dont think i can refund it, really.

SHIGATSU NO PO-STO.

2007-04-01T22:35:00.000+08:00

shigatsu, mou~
atarashii posto desu. (nihongo wa dame desuka? sou mitai naa~)

you know, i hate those incidences when i overhear conversations. but i just so happened to, last night. how well-planned God must be, to let me hear an argument between my mother and brother the night before April Fool's. and then reminded me of posting. like, wow.? oh but you caught me at the wrong time, i just so happen to have a problem installing my beloved dance mat. so i shall rant about THAT.

DANSU PAD GETTO DAZE!!!

sorry, had to get it out of the system. 8DDDDD dance pad = joy. purejoy. but a-holeish thing about it all is that THE DRIVER AND THE WHOLE DARNE ADAPTER REFUSES TO COOPERATE. shouldn't have trusted something $5 more expensive than what my friend *aherm* jazzo (ohwait maybe i shouldnt call her friend, yet. [just kidding] OTAKU.) bought. AND SHE GETS TO DANSU IN HER ROOM AND POINT AND LAUGH AT THE PASSERSBY DOWNSTAIRSandslipandfallandbreakher...nevermind. i have to dance in the living room. and look like a retard, not to forget. and with no convenient place to keep it immediately i would be given a fair deal of trouble indeed. SIGH. remind me not to trust logic3 adapters again. SIGHSIGHSIGH.

anyway. good oldsnews. MY GRADES ARE IMPROVING! yes, it is the miracle of all time, that a lowly bakyarou would IMPROVE in her studies!. and my artblock's fading, but i dont really have time to scan or ink or do something properly. i think everyone's scared of my deviantart profile page already, i think. D:/ *ORZ'z in neglect* *goes away to grow mushrooms in a corner of my house*

ps. poor lilian was caught by kat's cam, and put on deviantart. sad, i know.

:DDDDDDDD MARCH POST!

2007-03-15T09:45:00.000+08:00

i decided i would try reviving my blog a little. maybe at least a post a month, whenever i remember. i mean, THATS GOOD NEWS RIGHT.

oh shoot im getting the feel that im very different after getting back from gb camp. too weird. weirder than the difference between me online and me IRL. ohwell. ahwell. GAHHwell. but at least im not as emo (not in THAT way) and depressed as in the previous post. still not drawing much though.

sidenote. BELIEVE THAT I POSTED, DEAREST UNBELIEVING TAGGERS! and jyochi, the sunglasses are of no use now. i am blinded already! *another blinding light proceeds to shine over my face*

anyway. moving on... well i really have to say that i hate school. i cant imagine anyone who could love it in its cruel, torturous entirety. however i DO know that seemiin likes it~ she said except homework and blahblahblah though. anyhoo, the one really ironic thing is that i dont seem to mind it all that bad when im IN school, but once i get home it just feels like i wasted my day and "now im gonna have to waste more time on homework when i dont feel like doing it." GAH. emoing again. nonononono.

...digressing... to more interesting issues than school.
i would like to think about... the issue of cosplaying in singapore, as well as later on, having the dream of becoming a mangaka/seiyuu/anime director or whatever? in a small city like singapore.

cosplaying. sometimes i think that its just for anime fans that are too into it, really. but sometimes i find myself wanting to try it out two. (omg affected by gb camp and mtv. ohwell ignore this.) jyochi's started, or is trying to, btw, and i dont really find it all that... suitable for the likes of me, anyway. for example im FAT AND UGLY (but not a FYG lawl. just ask my dear friends.) according to me, and totally introverted such that taking pictures is not something i would do unless totally necessary.. kinda. and my social interactions with others is so off that i still don't have many close friends. as to how many i have now, you can guess. and have fun. oh shoot im really digressing from the topic now. and unintentionally too.
but anyway the cosplaying scene in singapore is growing, but as jyochi termed, ALL ARE UGLY. even Chibi at EOY convention '06 TT__TT (mourns for edo) my bro even said it was their escape, which is quite reasonable. which is why, to prevent myself from further shame, i am NOT so stupid as to cosplay for others to see. and get photographed and SCREAM WHEN I SEE MY FUGLY SELF IN A PHOTO SOMEWHERE ONLINE. oh wait but thats assuming people WILL take pictures. that is entirely unlikely, lwll.

as for the (what i happen to be on the verge of terming) naive dreams of becoming mangaka/seiyuu/whatever else that fits in singapore, i really don't have much to say.. or maybe i do, but yeah. the possibility is so low that all these years i only know of one established singaporean mangaka known quite internationally (celestial zone, which i dont even read.) , and as for seiyuus, nothing. i mean, its quite sad, but it cant be helped, not really, not when otakus are despised in japan, and singapore's anime scene has yet to rise up. see, theres no akihabara yet. sunshine plaza is abit closer but ... yeah. i once dreamed of being mangaka/seiyuu, but seeing as to how my art sux, and even the english voiceovering sux in singapore (gahh they keep reusing dubbers D<), although i happen to know *some* accents (aka change of voice/tone) and have interest, its not very possible to have it as a job.

also considering how highly regarded i just oh so happen to be (cos of school/grades/whatshidlar) when its not deserved, not to brag but the rate its going i might even be overqualified ORZ. srsly.

which is why i've thought of becoming a translator of course. but if i continue being a stupidshit not knowing how to translate real live voices and stuff, ill just end up translating boring stuff on paper.

enough ranting for a post of the month, dont you think? :D
[it seems i open up more online. takes off the stress of me imagining countless situations i might be thrown in, or rather WORRY. how ironic, those sentences.]

boring!update

2007-02-25T13:40:00.000+08:00

i recently realise how weird i must have been a few years back. after all primary school didn't go quite that well for me. and for those who knew me but didnt know that, its still probably my fault.

another fact: GAH MY LOGIC IS IMPROVING. meaning, in other words, my general understanding of math/science concepts. (or so i feel, cos the exams are not yet but almost here.) and if i were normal i would actually be happy (especially in rgs or for any other possible reason you would think of), but im not. cos you see, artistic skill decreases when logic increases, unless you're an all rounder or something. and i am apparently not. still, it is a good thing in a way. i dont hate it but i cant say i totally like it. i already feel dead about my deviantart account and my drawing in general, and this makes me feel worse.

japanese CA on tuesday, i am so dead. (this is when seemiin [NOT MIIN], kaiyuit, and whoever else starts protesting for some unknown reason.) history is also around the corner (though i cant say im sure when cos i think i stone at the worst times even when i feel like im actually listening)

oh. yeah. i havent really ranted about stepmania even up till now, but ITS A FUN THING TO DO WHEN YOU'RE BORED. especially when you're bored. `cos you get to finger-dance (keyboard DDR) to all the songs you want to dance to, including anime. of course, thats only if you know where to get the songs.

speaking of which, its unbelievable but i think im getting sick of the songs i play. (even though i still rarely/have never gotten AAA grade for a standard, if i rmb correctly? or maybe its cos i always play heavy/hard mode.) anyone have an idea where i can download more recent english songs? (more of pop, light rock and not so hip hop or heavy metal or sth.)

btw, my bro got an iPod video! (or i think it is? only available in black or white..) and all he needs is to convert files and he can play anime on the bus, MRT train or any other #$&^! convenient place. DDDDD::< urayamashii naa~

haha, my friend (jyochi on dA) is planning to cosplay in an SOSdan (suzumiya haruhi-related, for the uninitiated.) for cosfest! anyone know the confirmed date yet, btw?? if i ever get slim enough, i would probably want to try, except i never know my reaction to cameras. *pokes self* also, its kind of an expensive hobby. and its like only once or twice a year for the poor ppl in s pore!! (i almost typed singapore, but S. Pore aka Spore is more interesting.) shes still learning the ending dance and song, and im trying to be extra and random and bug them to improve when im totally slacking and not involved (lwl)

gah, mentioning jyochi makes me think of how untalented i am. *is blinded by strong light emanating from jyochi* but jyo, if ur reading this (i doubt so), you really should try to be a wee bit less ahlian. *is trying to be tactful to no avail* (oh, but even i didnt realise i was ahlian back in my 'innocent' stupid days. oh wait, im still stupid arent i?) but i guess since you apparently dont seem to mind, it doesnt matter all that much.

fun fact #3= i am easily influenced o(_ _)o Orz
and judging from an informal survey carried out on random people, it doesnt look too good. and the fact that i only just managed to put my finger on it is quite bad. in fact, i have noticed it over the years, but never quite managed to name the problem. i guess my will became really weak after primary school. after all no one likes to hang out with a low-EQ fatso or something. but i do remember i was pretty aggressive when i thought the way to go with handling insults was to hand it back to them in the face. much like pi.

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i was just thinking about what i would be in the future. i do predict i would make quite a lot of stupid mistakes that i always seem to regret whether i do or dont do anything. like i always wanted to draw well for others and myself (aka become an artist??) when i was a kid, but when it comes down to it i dont seem determined enough cos its too challenging or something? and im not all that creative unless a brainwave hits me and i get inspiration like a flash in the pan.

or i could always become a linguist (whatever it is..) or translator or something?!?!??!?! which is unlikely in some ways. but i do realise i quite understand jap--> engish and vice versa in some cases when i watch anime or jdrama or whatnot, and i even find problems with the subs or translation at times. what's more, i rant. okeh maybe thats a good and bad thing. the only thing is, i have never really talked to a native speaker in japanese. (even if i have tried, i get nervous cos i open up very, ve r y s l o w l y .) hence i would conclude that maybe i could HELP with fansubbing at first, then move on to maybe official subbing for the VCD/DVD production companies, and finally (if even possible at all) live translating, or if i really cant do nothing for nuts, just translate manga. but this is of course mostly only if my interest in anime and manga sustains. which i really cant be sure as i get busier and busier with @$^&#* school. and for the clueless, i hate school so its not really a very beneficial deal.

any other ideas?
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that was a long rant. man, i only remember to blog when im in church with nothing to do but wait for my parents to finish >[

randomness ensues. (?)

私はもう、バカになったら。

2007-02-11T12:34:00.000+08:00

日本語で…ええと、ポストします。つまらないからさあ。
それと、ちょっとだけでも、さびしいです。

え、でもあたしシンガポール人ですよ！絶対日本人じゃないよ！

最近何もしたくないのようにです。デヴィアントアート（ｄＡ）のこと、本当に何もポストしたくない。絵をちゃんと描かなかったからですね…

あ、すごっく面白かったは。ええと、中国語の授業に、電車男をもう一度見た。それから、みんなも電車男に恋を落ちた。（ってねえけど本当に面白かった。＾Ｏ＾）

日本語は本当に難しいなあ。じゃあね～昼ごはんを食べなくちゃ
…って腹は減ってないけど…＞＿＞
早くＦＭＡの漫画を買いたいなあ～

ＦＹＩ：わたしのデヴィアントアートは、kagemitsukai.deviantart.com
よろしくね！（ハチミツトクローバには７９４６ですか。）

…本当につまらなかった。（；＿；）←アホウ。

OURAN AMVs GALORE!!! omg ouran is love, twins is smexy love. XDD

2006-07-08T18:24:00.000+08:00

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QS53AVb1i8Y&search=ouran%20amv
features Sweet Ones by Sarah Slean (no punny names. nonono.)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-awVrSd98cI&search=ouran%20amv
features I'm a Bitch (oh but despite the name of the song its still pretty suitable for ouran lovers. the roles are just so... fitting.)

still searching for more.. for now you can satisfy your crave for ouran with those two excellent amvs XDDD

argh i hate chem pt.

unhappiness -- give_z you love//

2006-05-30T17:21:00.000+08:00

start of post.--------+

EEEEEEEEEEEEK.
*random spaz.*

unhappiness give you love as Red Bull give you wings.
have fun.

@the end of the tunnel
1ies a bright white light.
0h my,
!t may be a fiery spreading flame.
%r worse still, a fast speeding train.
&when you dont expect it, it hits you
--just like that.
3ut anyway if you stray
=rom the endless path in the tunnel,
(_) will never know
\/\/hat lies there, waiting.
$o.. it is your choice.
7ake it or leave it.
][ will wait for you

+here.

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+--------end of post.

zenzen chigau desu yo...

2006-05-09T21:01:00.000+08:00

http://windwoodrose.livejournal.com/104183.html?view=1093111

take a look, pix from japan lol. all the harajuku ppls r in the lolita fashion now. oh, and they went studio ghibli TT^TT i so wanna be there too. and if u notice, theres a DAISO in the background of one of the pix. funny eh?

okay. so i nearly failed my HCL SA2. and its a friggin 30% weightage TT^TT...... i lost my marks mostly cos of the cloze.. the compre was okay.

and im planning to color jyochi's nekonoki or sth. for fun xD hehe~~

im bored. bye.

kapish! -faints-

2006-04-29T15:08:00.000+08:00

i need a new blogskin........ but lazy to find.

more imptly, i have stupid PTs to complete in a very short amt of time. and here i am slacking TT^TTUu i hate HATE HATE HATE PTs.

who cares, but GO WATCH OURAN HIGH SCHOOL HOST CLUB RIGHT THIS MOMENT XDXDXDXDXDXDXD cos omfg roflmfao, ITS SO DAM FUNNY. and the melancholy of suzumiya haruhi and ergo proxy (this one cos its so freakishly mysterious n cool, the animation and story), and...... BLEACH NARUTO FMA!!!!!!!!! (i still hope theres a 2nd fma movie, i jus dled finish a hi-quality dvd fma movie subbed.) and bleach is getting on real cool, the manga. sadly fillers now.. not nearly as bad as naruto fillers, thankfully.

enuff of anime raving.

blog hopping is bad for health.

このセンテーンスを自分で言ってくれでした：
黙れよ…！キサマは私の事を何もわかりません！！くそっなばかやつ…

でも、日本語ではありませんね…

there goes a few cursing lines of japanese. ah well, u may say its insulting. or maybe too drama. (:

*wastes space for fun*

what?! you say u found this part of my post?! nahh. ur hallucinating. I KNOW! YOU MUST BE SCHIZOPHRENIC!!!!!!!!!!! stop deceiving urself, my friend, and get away from here.

i started composing a song for fun, saved this all up in my head..... no tune for u huh. muhahaha. anyways, its not even a fixed tune. except the first part ~<33 *yays loves to act cute* (yeah right)

Nights,
rendering me oh so lonesome,
Nights,
sheer terror raging out in the streets.
Nights,
painting this darkness in us now
giving no mercy----

(and the Lights,
to which we all look to
when in our plight,
they open up hope to the
. . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . fallen)

These hands of mine can do -nothing to
hold up these burdens -no one can
not in the end . . ... whoa.....

(We dont even know who we are in the end..
. . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . who are you?)

e effing heck.

2006-04-16T19:05:00.000+08:00

learnt some korean todae.... still trying to learn e phrases. and i checked out sae jul's blog. her style is pretty defined, and i guess shes pretty good. still, i dont exactly LOVE her art yet. maybe too bizarre for me. but yeah, shes more artsy than me xDDD and jyochi too!! lol.

okay i still feel like i worth a shi*. but nvm abt that ne.
maybe i really am o.o

NANA sux. as in the anime at least. kinda boring...... xxxHOLIC (except for e beginning funny part) too.

BUT THE MELANCHOLY OF HARUHI SUZUMIYA IS JUS SO DARN FUNNY YEEHAA!!! hehe.
go watch now xD downloadanime.org <--bittorrent download eeks i dont like my drawings recently. but, i still leveled up to 33 (thief) in RO xD lol.

okay, i think i failed lit and am gonna fail geog.
a very precise thought, im thinking.

self esteem may just kill someone, ya noe.

i think im worthless..

2006-03-31T20:11:00.000+08:00

i have this idea recently that im not worth much ... (unless u count, as they say, "in the eyes of God") it really is kinda saddening that i feel alone in life. and i dont think i do anything that proves me worthy.. of being, i guess? i dont really fit in, either. anyways. oh yeah u shld realise by now that i have weird habits 'of speech' even when writing. anyways, oh yeah, etc. all that. and if u shld noe, i dont really have close friends.... even if i consider them one, i mostly doubt that they would find me a gd fren. cos, ..... i dunno how to open up to ppls usually abt myself. seriously. i jus dont think they would accept me, firstly, and i doubt they would understand me either. whatsmore,ifeelstupiduglyworthlessandclearlyimfat. yes,FAT/// lol okay im lame todae. dont blame me.i kinda hate myself now.

sometimes, im caught up in my own world i guess.
wish there were sth to kill me without pain~ thats the best way to die..

KILL ME.

baka jyanee yo!

2006-03-17T16:23:00.000+08:00

dare ga baka chibi da yo! hehe. tsumanai dakara saa.

anyways. i've been updating deviantart! and the URL is: ...

why dont u tag me if u even want it.
(nah i wont be so mean. its... this page.)

lol, okay that was lame.. i apologise. doomo sumimasen. i've been doodling more recently, for *some* reason. mostly the hols of course. otherwise... the fact that 2 users faved my work yayy ^^ but not like anyone else has after that. so.. its most likely coincidence that they even saw it.

enjoyed the music video in e previous post? pls dont spoil urself if ur a fma fan. its bad for health >=( jkjk. depends on how u wanna enjoy fma i guess~~ some more music videos anyone?

jpop (ai otsuka) ----->http://youtube.com/watch?v=yGzvObVChQI&search=ai%20otsuka%20sakuranbo
thats kinda cutesy voice there, but shes really not bad la.. theres even subs ^^

cheers, im copying jo and whoever else who used it yayy (:

i have this mentality that i am not unique in ways and parts of me.. recently.

fma amv url n stuffs.

2006-03-09T16:46:00.000+08:00

okay im really really really sry i havnt updated for quite a while. homework mahhs. hehe.

NICE NICE NICE BUT SPOILERISH *sobs* AMV FOR FMA !!! spoilers from e movie n end of anime, DO NOT WATCH IF U HAVNT WATCHED E MOVIE OR END OF ANIME! sadly, its still at ur own discretion.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fHtWsMPGWao&feature=TopRated&page=2&t=t&f=b

okay, sure, since its coldplay song it is anticlimax at e front a bit, but e end was really nice and e pix r timed real well throughout.

btw im skipping it club now ^^

oh and i got 40/40 for jap ca. mish was close n got 39/40, i think shes mad at me for getting full marks T-T nahh im jus kidding. but quite a few did okay in e test la. i think everyone got above 30... unless si min didnt. SHE WONT TELL ME HER MARKS DARNNIT! haha.

ja ne.. i feel bored. as usual of course (: oh and i edited e links n counter n music.

ps. i still needa scan n edit my piccu, but e body anatomy (im referring to e top part of body) of my chara seems too.. girly? i dunno how to draw guys, but this one came out fine so far? ... i hate drawing guys, mainly.

2006-02-16T17:49:00.000+08:00

LOL>...........

i feel lame and bored todaee... now @ iT club, we were trying to come up with sth for our claymation @_@ omg and im so sooooo blur abt what we're gonna do. oh wells at least i finished my fma 'DESIGN' thingy, abt alignment, white space, proximity, unity etc. im thinking recently i may have been underexposed to guys esp after i came into rgs, but nvm abt that eh? i get along okay with them, but yeah sometimes i really hate guys. for wat they do of course. ARGHH... havnt been sleeping much lately, and i couldnt have any time to draw TT^TT like this how to catch up wif jo?!?! jkjk. i actually wanna help her make her first ever amateur maanga

今日、私は誰も要らない。

2006-02-06T22:48:00.000+08:00

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Japanese vocab! cos im bored.

道標 = michishirube = signpost ?
私 = watashi = I
北朝鮮 = kita chousen =North Korea okay im being lame but bear with me.
韓国 = kan koku = South Korea.
旅 = tabi = journey, as u can guess by the kanji.
ああ、もういいよ! = aa, mo ii yo! = argh, enough of it! (seriously.)

okay im being really irritating today ^^ haha. I sometimes feel ppls are annoyed by me, like maybe when i depend too much on them or sth. i really hate being alone sometimes when its a new environment/decision/etc. etc. however sometimes i really feel like being alone to clear out my mind and feel like myself. i find it quite hard to bare myself to my friends, even. but yeah, some ppls i really adore and i like them truly enough to want to be a close friend of them. of course, i shld just go and die sometimes cos i dunno wat to do... esp in sch, im mostly lonely cos im not very outspoken and dont take initiative and wadevar to interact with many of my classmates.. sad eh.

ああ、今もうは十一時、お休みなさい！

MoG was pretty okay, but some probs.

2006-02-02T22:41:00.000+08:00

whoops i almost made this post totally empty. oh well. anyways i watched MoG with Jo xD yayy and zhang ziyi looked weird but i liked chiyo-chan's actress. pretty cute hehe. but their accents really sucked throughout. and some parts they cut off cos, well, it isnt suitable for the media. the essence of the book was lost, i guess, cos sayuri's erm, personality brought out in her words could not be explained all the time.

okie on to sch. i feel really lonely in sch. mostly due to the fact that i dont really have any really close frens there who bring out someone i like in me. jo is fine, so she shldnt worry. well, erm... yeah. in church its kinda better. but i always feel like im making lotsa lotsa mistakes as in bad timing, not understanding them that kinda thing with my closest friends. i always feel that way, unless it really is very 'feng shun' kinda day la.

oh, and i dont feel very bold in sch as usual. i went to it club todae, and not being able to bear like, sitting alone alllllll alone at a comp station, i really felt stressed and went out and home. im always very cowardly, i feel. sometimes i am even a hypocrite, and i feel hippo-ish. (nahh thats not hippo-ish, i just felt bored. dont mind me and my weird antics. puns help me relax, like yakitate! japan. sooooo darn punny manga. the art is not bad lar.

my jap lessons are going fine, but i almost fainted just now when i found out we gotta write essays next time for our japanese. hope we dont have haikus at least. i read totto-chan (yes i always dont get to read all the famous popular bks) and it mentioned haikus werent part of the syllabus. but thats pretty long ago ne. oh and to jo, i learnt how to say north korea and south korea. pretty weird, but yeah. kita-chousen and kankoku. respectively... and the answer to how i noe is cos my parents (verrry weird again) bought me this german-published or sth english-japanese dictionary from KINO. and im like, i SAID if u cant find u dont hafta buy it! some more from KINO... SO EX!!!. haiyoh. anyways their choice lar. not my fault hahaaa~~~

WAII!!!!!! fma movie DVD came out! i just realised cos i havnt checked freefma (fma.jkaizer.net) for a VERYY LONG TIME. yaye hope its of better quality.

speaking of fma, i realised i hadnt watch`d the anime fer very long. my bro's fren (another anime fan, maybe not as severe but yeah he likes naruto and bleach too) came over the other day and watched fma 42 and i was liek, i forgot wat happened lol. i forgot totally abt lust and scar's relationship too, until i watched snippets from the episodes. and boy, he watches fast. he steals almost every free moment during CNY to come over (he lives opposite our block) to watch fma! hope he likes it anyways.

the biggest news so far that has been around quite some time now... DAMMIT MY COMP CRASHED AND NOW IT CANT REBOOT SO MY DAD HAD TO TAKE IT TO SOMEONE TO FIX IT! now ive got no comp... so im using this laptop of my mom's and an extra drive with some old files with my stuff in it. but im reallly hoping that my stuff i didnt save in the new drive is still intact. wahhhhhhhh i want my comp back... and i would still wish for my own laptop/computer if i ever could transfer lotsa stuff like anime stuffs into it. TT^TT poor fma-manga-i-didnt-download-the-newest-chapters-onto-the-extra-drive-yet, but at least here still got the fma episodes. just needa download all the codecs arghh. wheeee haiz. im real bored.

oh yayy i made improvements to my old pic i planned to scan but got deleted over and over again on the other comp. her shoes look much better, and that one hand on her stomach or sth is now outta the way. the thing abt it is cleaning up he dirty sides. as i told si min (another anime freaktard/otaku/fantard/fan) before, im a messy/dirty worker. no wonder my art sux so bad. i envy left-handers, i have this opinion that they are more artistic generally. but no worries, jo still is artistic! at least at coloring. TT^TT i realllly need to learn how to color. oh wells. gotta experiment nxt time.

ja ne.

PS: i have also watched vandread first and second stage, and bits and parts of hellsing and the twelve kingdoms(suuupa boring.) and gundam seed destiny (dubs put me off this one, but i may try the subs sometime when im free and not slacker-ing.) and all the above bored me somewhat. now watching samurai 7 (mainly cos the graphix r pretty slick and its got edo's voicer in it!) and erm... fma? its showing saturdays 4pm on channel u, be sure to change the dual sound to subs.

PPS: can someone tell me why others like korean dramas so much? even in japanese dramas i dont get it. unless they love takuya kimura so much. yeah ive heard of him ^^ but i dont judge whether ppls are 'hot' or 'sexy' or 'cute' usually, GET IT? oh and rain looks a bit weird but he sang one japanese song. now thats pro for u. i mean, korean but singing a jap song? thats interesting.

animes i watch/have watched, anyone?

2006-01-21T21:10:00.000+08:00

ill include the above later. for now, lets talk abt my ccas and jap lessons. and of course FMA showing in s'pore and MoG (Memoirs of a Geisha).

i really feel very rushed/busy these few days. orientation was far better. firstly, im very easily confused abt stuff (like my squash tryouts? though i will get kicked out now TT^TT) and watevar they call inet. (still cant get the website) i couldnt get into art TT^TT and also all the rest. so sad right. oh wells. and i had no time to write to my angel. guess it'll be once a wk from now on~~

oh yeah recently i really hated myself. i always do. now i hate the comp too. it has some sorta virus or sth i think. weird and cant switch on.

jap lessons rock for now. later on i noe it'll be hard, but anyways. let me enjoy for now. its quite fun actually, i learnt all my hiragana liao. theyre a bit different from jap syllabus in japan where they teach katakana first. but katakana is a bit hard to recognise and write, some of them. im still wondering how they variate the use of hiragana and katakana so far. not very used to reading japanese yet btw. but i can still read hiragana if i try.

speaking of which, i saw a few japanese sec sch/high sch? guys going on the same mrt as me todae. but i didnt follow them or anything, so i only saw them from a distance on teh platform.

they looked weird. and spoke weird. [and btw i dont really find ANY kinds of guys cute/hot/sexayy unless its edo or sth. hes cute.]

oh wadevar. nvm. anyways i hafta sing 2 songs of 'contrasting nature' for choir tryouts. last one thank goodness. ohemgee im really scared i cant get into any gd ccas i like. back to the songs. erm.. i really dunno wat i shld sing. angel in disguise is nice, but corrinne may's voice doesnt really suit me does it. haiz. my bro recommend corrinne may and avril, but i dont noe.. its kinda not so obvious isnt it. i may consider singing japanese song if i can =) like Motherland or sth. really like it ^^

i havnt wrapped my present for lyd darn! my evil bro borrowed my old tattered book for his fren TT^TT now i cant play a trick on lyd. sad.*sobsob* OH AND ILL KILL MY BRO IF HE DOESNT RETURN MY BOOK! (and he'll hafta buy me a newer one yayy LOL)

tmr i predict my bag is gonna be quite heavy. jo wants me to bring HTK oxide 2x for sidd and her to see i think. oh wells. and my scanned pic was deleted the other day. HATE THE COMP DARNNIT! and after i scanned and edited it too. its biased against me. [watsthediff between bias and buyous?] oh and dont tell jo yet, but i bought her a drawing bk LOL. a-zone i think. then a day later i saw another drawing bk with a much nicer cover TT-TT im so dead. but nvm la i bought myself one wayy before that too~~ so im letting her choose if she wants silvery-black or silvery-white cover. [how stupid can i get siaaTT^TT] but whatevar, i must live with sacrifices to be made! *get smacked by unkown strangers* "this is truly a sacrifice... ne... *groans cough blood ITAI! as gets whacked more*" I utter in sorrow and pain as i slowly depart of this world...

AWWWWWW goes the crowd. CAUUU goes the crows. and MIAOO~~ goes the pussy cats living outdoors. (read the above as a rhyme and *gets stoned*) yeshh i sooo ROCK! "@$^&! wat a bad punn! not punny leh!" the audience roars in unison and cruelly eats venison to prevent themselves from being a dennis-un. "Tennison?" the crowds all lie,"we dont hear no wellington!" i coo softly, as a reply, why not a telling of your spies, who slack all day eating bitter pies? "we want our welling, not a telling! and that pie has drones a-typing!" im like, what the crap, are you talking?! and we're all with weirdest pocky-ings! "POCKY POCKY OHEMGEE. WE LOVE POCKY SO TEMPTING!" and with that, i was scavenged for pocky even after death.

PLS PLS PLS IGNORE THE ABOVE AS I HAVE BEEN TALKING CRAP FOR FUN TODAE. AND SO I DONT FEEL AS BAD, TOO. THE COMP HAS MADE ME HAVE URGES TO KILL RECENTLY. FORTUNATELY, I HAVNT COMMITTED ANY MURDERS. okay, so that was lame. LOL!

FINALLY. animes i've watched. cos i realised animes like wolf's rain, i've watched but not the manga. oh yeah and someone remind me someday that i TOTALLY wanna read densha otoko manga/tv series. the movie rockked except one part i disliked. and they used 'lover parade' by orange range for the ending song ><
TA-DAA! (ranked in order of liking for those suitable.)
>> 1. FMA ohemgee YAYY edo, aru ~~ <333 plot rocks.
>> 2. naruto yay. sasuke so sad go dark side =( plot stones.
>> 3. wolf's rain (think think) plot pebbles.
>> 4. bleach *ohemgee LAUGHS* shiro-chan <333 plot avalanche after a while.
>> 5. FLCL *snort snicker ROFLMFAO* artwork and base meaning rox. otherwise very gd for relaxation.
>> 6. fruits basket >< but short.
>> 7. inuyasha (parts, but still rox in terms of when it was made and how popular it was)
>> Fullmoon wo Sagashite >< haha i used to sing songs from this anime in jap.
>> DN Angel i liked the manga art better though.
>> ohyeah FFAC (movie, but..) graphix rocked, but im not a huge FF fan.
>> ill add more ltr, i gtg for now.

sayonara minna-san!

darn u ky!

2005-12-27T21:36:00.000+08:00

just kidding. hahaha i was TAGGED. darn. hehe.

Game Rules:1. Post 5 weird/random stuff about yourself.2. At the end, list the names of 5 people whom you want next to do this, and leave a comment "YOU ARE TAGGED!" in their blog and tell them to read your blog for rules.

haha.. i can now talk crap all i want, even if no one reads it +.o hehe... tagged by ky obviously. on to the game.

5 weird/random stuff abt me.

1. i dont consider myself to really have someone who understands me mostly/fully. but thats quite impossible in the first place for someone like me, ne? ... i wonder if thats y i turn to anime and manga..

2. im a total {quite illegal} anime otaku (fan) [obviously!].. this led on to a slight fandom of japan somehow, and im even considering going to japan next time to earn money when im older and have learned japanese pretty much fluently. the thing is, i need money to get there and learn the language, but its worth it i guess cos if i work there i will have more money after moving back (if i want to) in comparison to working in singapore cos of the strong yen currency =) this is my plan to be rich hahahaha... just kidding. its my backup if i cant get a gd job i think.

3. i kinda hate myself sometimes when i make mistakes that embarrass myself, hurt others etc. i dunno y, really. sometimes though, its all in vain that i do this. and yet though i realise this i still do so. actually, i think i hate myself sometimes for how i am. maybe i have an inferiority complex?? but i think im quite proud sometimes.. *commits seppuku after realising this*

4. i hate how i laugh. i cant help it i think it sounds like a snort sometimes. oh and i think im a bit boyish, the snort/laugh is kinda the effect of my boyish side. (?) oh well.. the thing is, i suck.

5. i dont noe who to tag later. seriously. okay, ignore all that beforehand. ill tell u what manga im reading/have read :
a) yakitate! japan (comedy)
b) ichigo 100% (romance/ecchi) complete series. so sad~~
c) fma manga of course! rabu rabu~~~<3333333333333333
d) bleach manga
e) naruto manga
f) fruits basket ><
g) tsubasa chronicle-- think its boring so far at first now. art is better than in anime at least but i rate it gd enuf for doujinshi only, story is okay i guess, not exactly any chara i really like so far~~
h) parfait tic~~<33
i) lilim kiss haha.
j) DN Angel-- halfways after vol 8 cant find many chapters. the art rox better than the anime.
k) trying out Black Cat~~ heard it was gd.
l) Pretty Face (complete series)
m) whoa so many.. cant think of anymore.

oh wells.. the hard time of deciding who to tag is now...
1. Jolene, no matter if i hafta email her or watever. she doesnt have a taggy -.-' if not, just get jia haha.
2. tabi bwahahahaha aya still hates j00.
3. lydia! yayy.
4. brenda/
5. steph

READ THE FMA MANGA YES YOUU READING THIS RIGHT NOWW! tag/email me if u dunno where to find haha.

ps. i was rejected for japanese as 3rd language but gonna appeal now! haha. rgs orientation on friday. (the real one.)

back from nz.

2005-12-18T12:23:00.000+08:00

who we talking about?

oh wells. went shopping and watching chicken little wif my bro the other day. so lame and cute! fish and Kirby r cutest.

nz was fine with lotsa nice scenery but nth else to do lehh.. shopping was fine, not too ex if there were offers.

argh gtg bb sry

hey hey todae went dg outing!

2005-11-28T18:52:00.000+08:00

going to nz tmr. i got 265 for psle btw. quite a few of my other frens going wif me to rgs nxt yr la.. like jy and ky =) both probably gonna take japanese wif me xD ill help them if they dont noe any of my vocab and vice versa, tho i think i noe slightly more than ky at least. jy went to japan last time =) but then, kanji is still very hard to write. like now, i only noe how to write ga, ka, ku, mi, ma, te, de, su and even those i do not noe how to properly write. more of recognise.

today was dg outing, as the title states. bought nothing, but i have barely any taste for stuff thats nice except cute stuff and im not really a shopper anyways. ill just waste money. unless its for ear piercing, which im too afraid to do but still i gotta do it sometime, i tell myself. and thus, the whole outing ended with me saving $20 for later. and finding out i still had $100 heeren voucher and just got another $100 from Dr. Ang. damn my taste in stuff, if i knew exactly what i wanted and it was less than $20 i would buy it immediately. otherwise. i could still use the total $200 to buy other stuff.

i got 265, alethea and charlotte got 258 [tho alethea doesnt want ppls to noe cos she thinks its very low still MY FOOT!], yi hui(congrats shes another smart mainstream student) and jy got 268, ky and yj got 263, jia han got 229, jo got 225, hannah got 216, i forgot steph's tho its 22 sth, SOMEHOW tong hann got 241 and etc. etc. hong en is like, fifth in whole of singapore but hes not mentioned. 278. jun han is damn smart too, 6th in s'pore
pri school top student ranking: 5. nanyang, 6. nan hua omg. , 7. raffles [this is prolly correct unless there are ties.]
(NOTE: sry if any of the ppls up there r not comfy with their names there, email me or sth if u even notice it and dont like it.)
-------------------->rantings start here.
my father hastily ordered oxide 2x by hyung tae kim(yes somehow i have been getting his name mixed up recently) from overseas. i think hes stupid. what if the delivery comes during our stay in nz, and he didnt even check if there was a better book in which there is, i only realised like a day after he ordered it and i doubt we can cancel it now and im really upset cos oxide 2 includes more stuff but its more ex but its in hardcover i think and i now hate my father for this. i mean, u cant imagine more than a sec before he just clicked order now! after confirming this is the book i have been searching for and he didnt even bother to have any enthusiasm to look for the book in the fellow kino stores and check if it was cheaper here or not and .... now hes done it and deleted my whole desktop on the computer. i doubt i even have an account now and i feel very evil-angry. smash up something. or other. no books dammit kill~~#@$!^(*&_!!! AND NOW I DONT EVEN NOE WTF HAPPEN'D TO MY DESKTOP AND I DONT FEEL LIKE ASKING YTF I DONT HAVE A DESKTOP ANYMORE FROM MY FATHER. damn had to let somethingout.
-------------------->rantings end here.

sayonara. ja ne. baka naa. jibun ga daiki desu yo~~~! jibun no otoosan ga daiki desu, moo...

BAKA, BAKA KA?

fmanga xD

2005-11-18T12:55:00.000+08:00

yay jus read fma chpt 53 some days ago. i wonder if hoho-papa really is Father to the homunculi... and if moofy (wrath) will EVER appear in the manga dammit! i mean, hes sooo cute in the anime until after he was fed red stones! and even so, i love his voicer (nana mizuki) i cant believe its the same voicer as hinata in naruto. oh, and the naruto fillers are left with 19 weeks. hopefully i can wait till then TT^TT the whole season's gonna be fillers. bleach - ichigo FINALLY released his Bankai! and yoruichi is cooler than ever of course. love her >.< shes femme badass like riza is. soi fon is just plain obsessed with yoru. even in the colorful bleach omakes. haha!

lyd's gonna go to japan. after i received the Engrish ppt slideshow i got, i realised how bad the japanese' english are... at least publicly =\ i havnt gone to dA in like, a few mths. so today i am! and i got 78 new messages -.-"

today is also, coincidentally, graduation day/ceremony. the sch made us practise at least 2 long times each day except yesterday. and the fans in the hall dont help. i had to keep fanning myself with my agatha christie book or songsheets if i brought them in. Mrs Toh wouldnt even let us bring in books in teh morning! we sneaked them in the hall after recess and read as we rehearsed. i mean, we do read during recess, ya noe. im hoping for dan brown books (excluding da vinci code, my mom is against it totally) to read. and orson scott card, the perverted freak, his books are not bad tho.

hoping for hyung tim kae artbook in christmas. hoping. hopefully.

OH YEAH GRAND STYLUS FONT ROXX! get it if u can.

elaboration on previous post. [scroll down!]

2005-10-23T16:00:00.001+08:00

i just found out the composer for the opening and ending themes (at least, not sure abt OST) died last yr, 2004, and thats pretty sad. well, continue to support her song For Fruits Basket.... oh yes and for more elaboration on the naruto fillers and bleach movie talk in Vienna, the link is here... check it out if u want.
jya na! thats all fer now...

DA art submitted, psle over obviously but very bored. well not really :))

2005-10-22T19:33:00.000+08:00

hahaha this is so fun.. no hw!!! and so now, i jus realised i wasted (no la not so bad more lyk used up) most of my time reading parfait tic. imagine!!! all 84 chapters (more to come) in so few days! if i read ichigo 100% at this rate it would be completed in like, a week maybe?? or even less hyuck.

oh well... all i gotta wait for is naruto fillers to end in like, 23 weeks (yes, i went: "wth?!?!" at first, they said until the end of the anime season TT^TT pity the person buying the whole VCD/DVD vol full of fillers LOL) and FMA movie (DVD subbed ver, the cam raw sucked) and BLEACH MOVIE to come out ><;;; omgomgomgomg bleach movie can u believe it!!! shiro-chan and shuuhei should have a part in it, i hope. and after all this read more parfait tic!!! ahhaha..
seriously nanaji nagamu-sensei/(issit okay to call her -chan?? -.-'), she draws all her chibi cute scenes so well!! used so many for my msn dps... named all the files with "_parfaittic" at the end so it reminds me where i got it from -.-" i think im very 'ill eagle'. wat a pun hehe.. wait a minute im using the word pun wrongly.. i think.
speaking of ill eagle, i rmb reading somewhere in teh LJ chuunin or wadevar that during the vienna Studio Pierrot talk/wadevarr dont ask meh the guy was grateful the producers of *(insert anime titles here)* didnt realise we fans were dling jap episodes on l i n e.... lol. all i can say is really, i cant believe it even after they were asked until when the fillers would continue. i think they talked abt the naruto eng dubs in america too. (i cant get why ppls would want such LQ dubs compared to the real voicers. unless u count singing in. BESIDES morikubo shotaro-san of course! he sings wayy better than other voicers tho i still like paku romi hahha...)

before this next thing.. YESH I AM SLOW IN GETTING THE LATEST "in" THING IN THE ANIME BUT DONT BLAME ME DARNNIT!! (this was actually added after i wrote the following.
oh yeah i watched advent children [is not a FF fan so did not get all of it] a while ago (last wk? or after the jab i got on mon?? *left arm throbs with pain, annihilating all will to blog...* jkjk), i noticed that they used quite a few famous/good voice actors. like erm, wait. *checks animenfo.com for voicers i noe* lyk well, Morikubo Shotarou (shikamaru voicer ><;; and he is quite good looking...) as Kadaj, Sakamoto Maaya (very clear voice, sang ending song for wolf's rain and is probably out of the league of the animes i watch cos theyre too lowclass for her but shes in TrC which i grade lowclass) as Aeris, Fujiwara Keiji (Hughes in FMA) as Reno, Okawa Tooru (Roy in FMA) as Rufus, Kakazu Yumi (Dita in Vandread) as Yuffie, Suzumura Kenichi (Manaka Junpei in Ichigo 100% [lame yes -.-"] and CD version of Daiya in Parfait Tic) as Zack. thats all i know now, sry minna for my small scope of anime i watch. (if ur not satisfied that is).

sry for long paragraphs again. its just that after i type something im reminded of something else hence all the brackets all over lengthening the whole para. oh and i was ever told i express myself better thru writing (hope no ppls who know exactly who said so are reading this) and apparently thats kinda true cos i am just not sure whether to voice wat i have in real life. and yet, online, im such a blabbermouth typing stuff here. chatting is not so bad online, its just i usually dont initiate chats unless i noe for sure the other person will accept wat i will say. and i jus cant seem to think a better way in real life.

OH YESS i almost forgot, sorry for suddenly changing the subject, i always do, i uploaded a completed work on my deviantart webb @ kagemitsukai.deviantart.com, WARNING DO NOT GO THERE UNLESS U HAVE UR HEART PREPARED FOR SLIGHTLY OFF PARTS IN DRAWINGS IN B/W AND DO NOT EVER COMMENT BTW. unless u know exactly where and how i should change the parts where i have gone wrong (esp the leg if u haf seen it *tear* i crapped up in it i noe)

pls clap once, twice, thrice and more for paku romi (for voicing all my fav charas in fma, bleach and naruto - edward, shiro-chan and temari respectively) and nana mizuki (voted by me most kawaii female voicer so far and for voicing kawaii hinata and wrath which have so many differences in anime personality in naruto and fma) and takeuchi junko (for being so fun on the naruto nippon radio show and being so gd at voicing such a hard/weird/difficult voice naruto has) and morikubo shotarou (for being such a cool voicer both in real life and animes like naruto where hes shikamaru and kadaj AND also being the only voicer so far i would definitely give only an okay for singing mostly cos im sucky at judging singing but i noe other voicers are not as gd at it) and whoever else i have ever RECENTLY raved abt for their hard work haha.
u may also credit the 1-hr jap clip of naruto nippon, with naruto and hinata's voicers on air for reminding me of them. theyre currently talking abt hinata's crushes in the anime, the guys in naruto anime that they personally like if im right. i hear shikamaru, kabuto, neji, after a while TATAKAI (meaning fight/battle), YOWAII (meaning weak i think) and blahblahblah... all in japanese. amazingly im still not surprised i downloaded it tho.

sorry i raved abt all my fav voicers again sia. will try not to do it again sia. junko-san sounds very fun and lively now sia. so funny sia >< !! theyre laughin their heads off now.

and yesh im very happy abt the changes in opening and ending of naruto and bleach btw. esp naruto cos the ones before sucked and now here theres an opening with so many flashback scenes!!! bleach.. the opening, nearing the end i hated it cos its like, so copycat of the weird sound american rock bands produce like in headstrong (there i dont mind but usually i would hate it).

ravings of a dumb girl calling herself weird which is why she is stupid but infact got rgs dsa confirmed offer amazing ly...
shitsuree-shimasu, demo pls listen to harmonia by Rythem [Terepashiii!!!] and home sweet home by Yuki, theyre the nicest lightest songs i know besides for fruits basket by Ritsuko Okazaki

really hope to learn japanese tho i know some already -.-' just hope my eng and chi results r enuf and i haf someone willing to "pei wo"(chinese)

weirding out makes ppls bored...

2005-10-12T11:09:00.000+08:00

post-psle stuff is boring. unless im at home watching bleach/naruto/fma/flcl or something.... erm, it really is boring. nothing to do, nothing really interests me and im not exactly the talkative kind.

btw bleach and naruto just had new openings and endings last wk. the TV seasons sure are coincidental... or is it that all the animes change seasons at the same time ?!?! i guess so. nevermind me im rambling on.

oh and another thing: i whited up my rukiru pic recently, shld b ready to upload to DA soon. i hope. it looks SO much better than in my weird drawing book. still a bit off on the drawing itself tho. realised i drew a few parts wrongly after scanning it. *sigh* its hard work whiting out the lines in the book esp and making new lines to replace teh pencil lines.

flcl roxx!! i transferred wolf's rain to a data DVD, it works pretty well but that was only after i put it thru nero -.-;; NTI burner sux.

flcl has more meaning after i heard the director's comments. the american ( i think) host/whoever-asked-the-director-the-questions-abt-the-show is pretty good at both eng and jap. wish i can be like that tooo TT^TT i wanna learn japanese including all the insulting words hehe. jap ppls can be pretty aggressive at insulting hahaha.. like haruko. fortunately (cos im not THAT insulting as well), they dont have a jap f-word as in the insult. the other meaning, well yeah.

ja ne! feeling bored blogging in school. im sure i will hate sec sch. if i can even get into a good one ???

hahaa..... darn blogger...

2005-10-05T14:50:00.000+08:00

oh well. blogger has serious probs with this post. =\ decided to download flcl noW!!!!!! yayyy so fun the theme song. by the pillows ^^ oh yeah wolf's rain rockks sooo much!! (but ending so depressing TTATT wahhhh... flcl gonna rock me out again!!!!!! XDXDXD planning on scanning pics to deviantart (www.kagemitsukai.deviantart.com) soooooon... SOOOOO SORRY MINNA!!!!!! <=C...

jus died in psle english esp paper 1. paper 2.. erm quite confident larr. *SOBSOBSOB* i wanna watch fma again~~~~~ but im always too lazy ! TTATT

fma chapter - hope its coming out soon. last chapter was darned funny.

bored//

x - - - - - enders game is teh interesting complex book lovess

2005-08-27T23:44:00.000+08:00

yeahh. enders game is interesting like how fma theories are (of course theyre false but it makes me imagine ^^), but its perverted in some parts *mean glare at orson scott card* and has some vulgarities *excludes eff word* BUT it so rocks in the whole storyline!!! tho im getting confused in shadow puppets and first meetings now. (jus borrowed and theyre all quite a few books after enders game) but the complexity itself which i sometimes cant understand [yea i jus admitted im stupid btw] is so darn interesting! if only i got speaker for the dead, sequel to enders game (issit??) then i can understand probably (=,+) *evil grinx*

okay enuff of that raving. rambling. wadevarrr.

----impossible (probably) wishlist starts here----
GAMECUBE TALES OF SYMPHONIA!!!!!!!!!! ZELDA WINDWAKER!!!!! NARUTO GAME!!!
NINTENDO DS JUMP SUPERSTARS!!!!!!!! FMA DUAL SYMPHONY!!!!!!!! TT^TT
PSP NARUTO AND BLEACH GAMES!!!!!!
PS2 FMA GAMES !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

+ all the consoles up there.
----impossible (probably) wishlist ends here----

i hate ss test......................... darn hate studying and here they are not even preparing us for ss test which is the subject i probably hate most partly due to lockleong *ano keshou yarou* and stupid concepts i cant understand!!!!!!!

riviera is getting boring, btw. cos i finished the game once already. mi bro is STILL playing zelda ocarina of time, how outdated but hes gonna finish it soon then go on to majoras mask i guess *LOL rolls eyes*

btw i WANT the fake virus emoticon. so fun.

my prelim results:
eng = 78 or 79 / 95
chi = 81.5 / 100
maths = 97 / 100 wOOt!
sci = ??? / 100 [havnt got back]
...
btw yesh i AM a slacker. no lies.

webcammed some of mi drawings todae and put it on my msn as dp. i cropped and fonted it on my own ^^ may add some to deviantart after i SCAN it when im NOT SO LAZY. feel free to bash me for taking so long.

got into rgs. i'd prefer no sch, but then again i dont realli care much whether the sch is gd or not.

done for the day. DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT ever listen to my rants again*winkx*

EDIT FEW MINUTES LATER:
FMA TCG SET IS SHOOO MUST HAVE!!!!!!!!!! then again, i might never win at the game.

LOL no posts for 11 days consecutive...

2005-08-13T18:09:00.000+08:00

oh man i really have to post more often. today i was chatting wif jo's fren lim and she wanted to be a fashion designer jus like ting!!! hhahaha.. oh yeah mi hw is piling up.... guess being slackerish on friday doesnt work well for meh...

NARUTO MOVIE 2 CAME OUT AUGUST 6!!!!! DARNNITT i wanna go japan get a translator and watch both naruto and fma movie TT^TT.........................

okay enuff rants abt anime and etc. i wanna try webcamming mi best few drawings soon. oh and mi handwriting may be included, u intruding ppls (lol wats wrong wif me todae) . got stomachache and am dying of homework. darnnit stomachaches go on and off.

do not expect me to get into sec schools thru dsa -.-" i havnt even gone for nanyang wan...

okay somehow i feel like getting out of stupid home these few days... speaking of stupid, kll is stupid asking our whole grp to help in making video....... WAT CRAPP LARR DAMMIT *cough cough* excuse my vulgarity there. but really lar locki is making us do redundant stuffs when its NOT REQUIRED!!! and somemore,, must get a PICTURE of ourselves.. u noe how much i HATE pics dontcha??? pictures wa BAKA BAKA BAKA (*^*) urge to kill rising............

*awayfromhateawayfromhateawayfromhateawayfromhateawayfromhateawayfromhateawayfromhate* okay done calming down (hopefully) and on to the greatness of ARAKAWA-sensei!!!!!!!! XP arakawa sensei no manga wa daisuki!!!!! raiden 18 (btw oso by arakawa sensei) is SHOO farnie... as usual can view at anime-source.com and FMA ROXXX chpt 50 came out liaoo!!!!! YAYYAYYYYYYY *fangurl raves*

*notices everyone turning away to go do other more sensible stuffs*

"*sigh*... atashi ga baka.... minna mata..."

LOLLL that was lame.

recently hates self for watching dn angel when only the animations rock but the manga rawks more but i cant find chapter 31 onwards but i hate myself but...

fangurl ravings end here.
*something causes the comp to suddenly shut down*

AHHHHHHHHHHHH FMA MANGA PLS APPEAR!!

2005-08-02T18:09:00.000+08:00

i want fma manga TT^TT someone kill me. DAMMIT TING XIE DARNNIT!

oh and sry jojo i really dont haf much time to write VERY BELATED bd card now. or draw.

FMA MOVIE SUMMARY IS NOT SATISFYING ENUFF!!!!!!!!!
i want wrath to live!

well at least *theyre* in our world in the end........

WATCH FMA QUICK DARNED ANIME FANS LIKE ME!!!

FMA MOVIE OUT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2005-07-23T17:44:00.000+08:00

AHHH FMA MOVIE CAME OUT TODAEE!!!!
stop making non-japanese fma fans like me jealous, u dam bastards making the movie.

okae. enuff of fma stuff. making me cry TT^TT wahhhhhhh

anyways. i took this personality disorder test, note that it is not very accurate, im the very not-good-at-making-decisions type.

Personality Disorder Test Results

Paranoid	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	38%
Schizoid	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	54%
Schizotypal	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	54%
Antisocial	\|\|\|\|\|\|	26%
Borderline	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	54%
Histrionic	\|\|\|\|\|\|	30%
Narcissistic	\|\|\|\|\|\|	26%
Avoidant	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	34%
Dependent	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	70%
Obsessive-Compulsive	\|\|\|\|\|\|	30%

Take Free Personality Disorder Test
personality tests by similarminds.com

take the test if u want, its pretty interesting.

new music finally!!! arentcha happy?!?!?!?!?!

2005-07-21T20:46:00.000+08:00

well yeah... as u shld noe.. theres this new music here... from howl's moving castle movie.

u shld noe, this will sound screechy if u put the volume too high so dont say i didnt warn ya!!! XP

btw heen is so dam cute XDXDXDXD i wanna read the bk btw... i cant find it in library YET..
cl oral prelims last wk and el prelims oral todae was freaky. HATE oral.

addicted to fma?

if:
1. you tell your frens to call u 'chibi' jus so that you can beat them up like how ed does.
2. you crawl into armour designed to look jus like al's and say you've become living armour.
3. you pay however much is needed jus to make a real steel replica of ed's arm. (better still, you chop off your arm and replace it with automail looking exactly like ed's.)
4. you call your teacher sensei and act really scared when his/her name is brought about.
5. you tie your hair jus like sensei's and walk around commanding everyone around lest they want to be beat up real bad by your pro martial arts. o_O
6. you have the greatest collection of fma plushes.
7. you learn japanese and go to japan every once in a while just so you can buy the latest fma manga volume.
8. you beg your older brother to let you keep stray cats and let them live in your suit of armour.
9. you crystallise some big piec of red stone and claim to have found the philosopher's stone.
10. you dye your hair blonde and plait it just like ed's, with the huge fringes in front.
11. you claim winry, rose and hawkeye as your girlfriends, waving huge banners of them around everywhere you go.
12. you train up real hard at some gym and prepare to take off your shirt to show off your muscles at any one time.
13. you get the coolest hairstyles all inspired by fma.
14. when questioned about your long nails, you claim you're only copying lust.
15. you style your hair lyk envy's and water your hair everyday saying your a palm tree.
16. you get really fat and tattoo our tongue, going around drooling and asking "can i eat him/her/it?"
17. you wear gloves with a transmutation circle drawn on it then snap your fingers, hoping something will catch fire nearby.

will continue another day.

bored.

downloading samurai champloo

addicted to naruto? ... or not.

2005-07-13T19:46:00.000+08:00

ROFLMFAO!!! found this @ naruto central: (edited some parts and added some of my own)

You are addicted to Naruto if:
01. Dye your hair blonde and try to walk up a tree.
02. Live by a strict diet of only ramen.
03. Call your semester examination a chuunin exam.
04. Trade in your favorite hat for a forehead protector.
05. Roll your eyes back in your head and shout “byakugan”.
06. Copy every thing a person does and claim it’s your bloodline.
07. Stay up all night waiting for the release of the next manga chapter.
08. Start adding the words -chan and -kun on the end of your friends names.
09. Paste a piece of paper that says come come paradise on the front of adult books.
10. Jump off a cliff and attempt to use Kuchiyose No Jutsu(summoning technique) to summon the toad king.
11. Keep all your money in a frog shaped wallet.
12. Memorize the 64 points of Ninpou.
13. Stick your hand in a electric box and scream “chidori” as you pass out.
14. Join a website and use the name Neji as your s/n.
15. Start to call your teachers Sennin.
16. Claim your going to kill your best friend so you can have a better Sharingan.
17. Sit in your local book store and read the manga all day.
18. When someone asks you who your dream girl is and you say Ino.
19. Agree to stay up and write this list so you can be added to the staff of Naruto Central.
20. Spend your week searching down Naruto sites.
21. Refuse a date because your saving yourself for Sakura.
22. Graduate high school and proclaim yourself as an Anbu.
23. Cry at the flash back scenes of Sasuke’s family.
24. Try to hit Itachi through the screen when he tortures Sasuke.
25. Put a picture of Hinata in your wallet and tell your friends it’s your girlfriend.
26. List Anbu as current occupation on a job application.
27. Can spout out a random character quote on command.
28. Draw symbols on a scroll and try to seal a hole in a wall with it.
29. Sneak around and try to beat your grandfather.
30. Wake up in the middle of the night and scream “Itachi why?!?!”
31. Eat all day and all night, and then try to roll into a ball and run someone down.
32. Get bit by a snake and decide stabbing the wound is a good idea.
33. Read manga 24 hrs non stop just so u can read more.
34. Decide that if u can’t hit a tree 1500 times then You’ll jump rope 1500 times.
35. Decide to call your moral code your “ninja way”.

This is what I added:
36. Try to get a plastic surgeon to modify your looks exactly to Rock Lee.
37. Paste fake fuzzy eyebrows on your own. Everyday.
38. Wear a custom-made Rock Lee suit out everyday.
39. Hold a small air balloon in your hand and try to make the air inside it move, claiming you're training to use Rasengan.
40. Use weird puppeteer actions with your hands and try to make a wooden doll 5m away move without touching it.
41. Dye your hair hot pink like Sakura and scream fangirl shouts for Sasuke.
42. Catch a whole lot of bugs and stuff it up your nose saying you're letting them live there so they'll fight for ya.
43. Stare at your little brother everyday and say "Foolish brother", "You are too weak", "You have not enough hate", etc.
44. Wear custom-made Sharingan/Mangekyou Sharingan contact lens everyday without ever washing them.

*3 YEARS LATER SPOILER* (well, kind of.)
45. Break your fingerbones trying to smash the ground like Sakura.

LOLL okay some day im gonna do an FMA one. this so rocks X) XP Xb XD

okayy...

2005-07-07T20:51:00.000+08:00

okie ppls...... if u even feel like reading this............... i jus watched fma till ep. 42 XDXDXD and it SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO roxx XP ><_><_><_><_><_><_><_>< okay that was lame. it rox like mad unless u are MUCH too offended by the blood and gore. but i tink the storyline is jus so cool and (so called) "realistic" in such a way that if it were a fictional world, it could really be true abt this alchemy thingy. LOLL okay no more long lecture.

hm........... wish i were brave enuf to share anime lurv wif everyone, but unfortunately i suxx so cannot. =P thats lame, yeah. usually i actually sing and memorise jap songs, at home, ya noe??? anyways gotta go do the darnned maths ws .. forgot all abt it.

naruto 142 OUT!!!

fma downloaded finish whole series.

WHERE THE HELL IS THE FMA MOVIE TORRENT!?!?!??!!?
or where is the movie in the first place?

konbanwa minnaa!! (i get bored of sayonara's.)

2005-07-06T20:59:00.000+08:00

heyyaaa!! isnt this a KAWAII blogskin!!! oh well enjoy while ya can......... alreadi decided next skin liaoz..............

gtg bb

2005-07-06T19:37:00.000+08:00

LOLLLLL guess wat MAPLESTORY FANSS i saw a maplestory blogskin while surfin for gd blogskins... and here it is!! link: http://blogskins.com/apply.php?sid=26761&action=Preview LOLL so farnie... anyways still workin on it, may continue tomorrow.....................

wait up now!

+_____iam .. $ucky @rse l2estoring @s l-lypocrisy ...

to myself.

2005-07-06T18:57:00.000+08:00

HEYA PPLS!! XPXPXPXPXD first post in long tym.......... gonna change blogskin right after this, its soooooooo kawaii!!! "refer to harajuku girls by gwen stefani." loll.. anyways RGS is so dam scary... gotta go interview nxt wednesday.. yesh hannah if yur reading this, on yur birthday... ; 13 july.. btw i bought b-dae gifts for jia han, hannah and .. issit teri?? yeahh.. when is teri's b-dae?? *scratch head* okae yesh yesh now i will proceed wif blogskin changing..

sayonara minnaa!! btw chua is more of an open jap freak than i am.. and a more enthu sasuke / itachi freak.

HEYAAA

2005-06-02T14:40:00.000+08:00

heyya minnaaaaa!!!! so hapi i dl-ed utada hikaru's songs i lurv her sakura drops and final distance X) XDXDXD oh btw im memorising full moon wo sagashite songs if u wanna noe =P u must b thinking im weird. muahahahhaa. looking for.......... diana wynne jones' books. esp howl's moving castle to see where the darned hayao miyazaki missed out stuff.. after all it is a movie tho. i'd probably take lyk, 3 or 4 h to probably finish diana wynne jones' book hehe... yeshh oh yeshh do ya really wanna noe my marks in my report book?? noooooooooooooo hahahahaha. darn zachery is staying over now.. hes going back on friday {#REJOICE!!#} i cant practise my singing =( wish i could do SOMETHING online now.. so dam bored.. oh yeahhh REWRITE AND YUUGURE NO AKA RAWKSS by asian kung - fu generation. still cant get whether its the full name of de band or asian kung is the band name and fu generation is the album. ya see, ares uploaders are evil stupid freaktards. [freaktard adapted from unholygod's ****tard on his msn space thingamajig] wish i were a geek.. then at least i would be more useful XD hahahaha.. lurv my 150+ song playlist!! all either instrumental or jap of midi or anime-related so far tho.

gtg now.. byee

FULL MOON MUSIC RAWKS!!! XDXDXD

2005-05-23T13:13:00.000+08:00

muahahhaa. full moon wo sagashite music rawks!!! XD only for mehh.. mi bro hates it hahahaah.. or does he? :/ anyways, havnt been posting lots cos of the exams and all that. finally finished 80% of FFTA [or so I hope]. ive been re-downloading full moon wo sagashite, and only JUST realised there was a manga-borrowing store, Tenchi, @ Boon Lay. yeah the mcdonalds place in jurong. however, after borrowing 2 FMA volumes @ $2 / 2 days i realised to my horrific desperation that it was fan ti zi. not the s'porean chinese. luckily i do noe some of it =) hahahahahha. fortunately i can keep the naruto card they give for the $8 membership XDXDXD. so, my mother is making me return it myself on wed. i dont careee..... hahahahhaa. arghh jojo come online when i am!! ... yeah that was lame. im preparing myself to be a left-out geper [pronounced jeeper] when i go to sec sch. even if im not, ill still be a dorky nerd there. for sure. and oh yeahh... i plan on cutting my hair to slightly shorter than shoulder length at the end of the year. with layering of course. muahhahahahaha. ^^ yay bleach OST 1 is OUTT!!!! [ost=original sound track] ah yesh, do u guys want my exam markss??? too bad cant tell u guys. y??

1) they were definitely too sucky,
2) i havnt got back my report book,
3) and im ashamed of my marks even if they turn out to be good.

yesshhh i am evilll... im too lazy to upload my newly made avvies now =P if u realli wanna u gotta come to my house ~ <3>do do the same nya ~ ahhahahahaha.

anyone got orange range?? i need new music...............

i know, im dumb. feckin dumbass i were.

2005-05-01T12:47:00.000+08:00

i hav taken to excessive cursing of myself. and i noe u tink im stupid cos i didnt jus go change the settings of the previous blog. but ya noe, i hate explaining to dumbasses wat they can see when they get to my old blog. and i had jus too many posts there anyways.

JOJO U MUS GET A TAGBOARD/SHOUTBOX!!!
blogz can NOT live without it. i mean, might as well let everyone see everyone else's comments on teh blog. besides, u can delete any STUPID posts. i myself dont get too many anyways. =P

added a few more avatars. if anyone wants to learn, contact me and invite me to yur house or something. i SUCK at explaining stuff in words. unless.. u giv me a script to memorise. haahhahaha and that would be LAME. okayy.. the taggyz working again. it was read-only the other day i checked. ................................

i need to learn japanese. the naruto movie is out RAW and i cant understand it. even if i DID download it. manga rawks @ anime-source.com !!!
btw i lyk ishida's voicer. same sasuke voicer even tho i tink sasuke is a goshing damning brat now. wat stupid power.. jus get naruto and all teh konoha ppls and kill itachi!! isnt it so much easier?? man itachi rawks as a stupid clown on deviantart. most of the time hahaha. i saved some of it. kisame is SOO cute in the deviantart pics!!! XDXDXD

still learning how to draw hands properly -_-"

gtg buaiz.

NEW BLOGG HEEHX!! XDXD btw heen still rawks.

2005-04-28T14:38:00.000+08:00

heyys ppls. my new blog XDXDXD oh well. i felt the old address was stupid, so here u are!!! ahahahahah yess im crazy. most of u may not noe mow that ive changed it. meaning i havnt told many ppls unless they look at my LONGGG personal msg.. btw my taggie is not workin again. boohoo. =( but when i do get a new tagg, will u guys PLS PLS pLS state which sch of choice u all are gonna go? i wanna noe ~<3 nya~! ^w^ muahahahhahaa. how evil am i? oh yesh, ive not been uploading pics lately. so if anyone want me show them any of my latest *creations* [i doubt so] pls comment. or something. whew! such a long post. im hooked on full moon wo sagashite songs XDXDXD

well. sry i gtg now. sayonara minna!!