__a milli0n pieces*

Saturday, November 03, 2007

This Is a Very Serious Post.

--if you don't know already, I'm abandoning this blog. unless I find that there's anything stupid that I can't write on the other blog. (which is quite a lot, but anyway. i dont blog that often anyway.) oh, and it's not April Fool's Day. yet.

So, ask me via msn if you really need to know where the other blog is.

can't be bothered to change anything I left here. including the chatbox, and linx |D

shadowangel @ 7:54 PM.

Wednesday, October 17, 2007

sorry, had no time to post.

but anyway, exams are over! i ranted quite some at my devJournal instead of here. somehow feels safer. cos [everyone's an Artist (by name, at least) over there] = less face to lose? Maybe.

drn, results given out from today to friday. today's weren't so bad, but i had to stay a long time in school to help with dmed banner/flag. in the end even that wasn't so bad, but i waited a fsking HALF AN HOUR for my bus home to come. orz

been reading 'bout origins of several memes... esp those for anime, or you could say /a/@_chan? (fill in the blank) -.- anyhoo, i dont visit that site, nor recommend visits to that site.

'JUST AS PLANNED.'
'LADIES'
'i herd u liek mudkips'
'BELIEVE IN ME WHO BELIEVES IN YOU'
etc. etc.

seem to be the somewhat more memorable ones for me. somehow. the origin of LADIES seemed most interesting. i'm actually wondering whether those who visit those forums and post often, are actually comedic geniuses (all the clever memes and the general openness encourages it?) or stupid asses with free time on their hands, or a mix of both.

digresses anyway, never to go back. _chan Never Was a Good Place.

T_T otherwise, i'm really quite bored. the temporary end of exams usually ends that way, doesnt it. GE isnt helping either. interest not coming back, and few or no updates makes it even worse. no motivation to train my ele.

drn.

shadowangel @ 5:23 PM.

Tuesday, September 25, 2007

CANT....HOLD IN.... THE RANTS...!!!!! [ usually i dont do this much but i remembered for once cos im bored duhhh]

MY DRILL IS THE DRILL THAT WILL PIERCE THE HEAVENS! [ if you search on dA, you will eventually get to a dev that shows the thoughts of Kamina, on that phrase, in Heaven]

TTGL 26! THE BIRTH OF THE BEST ANIME EPISODE EVARR~ (so far?)
AS EXPECTED OF THE MAKERS OF FLCL ! SASUGA NE, KONNA.

might you ask why i have watched it in such an impt exam time, you should know that i am a slacker once i reach my home. outside it aint so bad. but yeah.

*spoilers*

OMGOMGOMGOGMOGMOMGOMOMOGMOGMOMOGMOGMOGMOGMG

GHAR ALTERNATE UNIVERSE FTW! EVERYONE'S 'DREAM' WAS SO REAL. except maybe the wimpy kamina-thief in simon's. and where was Nia in that dream dammit!? and er. what was really cool was viral's dream, at all. very cute. ohoh and yoko's was really bittersweet, what with the lost love X2 and being REMINDED, yet she still continues to go forward, and whatsmore kamina had to wake her up from her dream at the place where they kisushita, and therefore it was really really sweet. SIGHHHH. GOSH WHY CANT KAMINA COME BACK FOR REAL TT____TT THIS IS REALLY SADDENING, THIS HALF-TRUTH UNIVERSE.

btw i think nia is really quite a great character. OH AND HUMAN BOOTA! OMG LOL THE SHADES. and stripes. MOLERAT HENGE! or was he a pig. or what. lol. molepig.

note the use of black, vague, shapes for mysterious stuff like the Eye/what was behind the Door again? in FMA, as well as for the Anti-Spiral himself. as well as the ideas of parallel universes in both, though only a brief moment in TTGL. i wonder why. ohnoes my memory of FMA is fading. better rewatch soon.

T_T NEXT EPISODE....!!!!! garrr i really must learn to study hard. i mean, i can slack most other times, not much of a prob as long as i keep up, but THESE ARE EOYS MANNN. GAR. n OHSHI HAVENT STUDIED JAP MUCH T_T SHINDEMO II NO KANA.

shadowangel @ 10:28 PM.

Sunday, September 16, 2007

YOU MAY CONSIDER THIS AN EMO POST, IF YOU WANT.

but i will rant about exam stress. T_T

GHAR I DONT LIKE TO DO THINGS I DONT LIKE TO DO. AND PTS ARE ONE OF THEM. (having said that, luckily i just completed my geog or i would be killing my eyes -.-) AND SHUIDIDD I HATE ORALS. I HAVENT EVEN STARTED PLANNING FOR MY JAP SPEECH DAMMIT. AND IM GONNA FAIL LIT. AND THEN IM GONNA FAIL EL ORAL T_T

GREAAHHHT. AND I WANTED TO DO AN ART COLLAB WITH JO DX this is unfair. but life is, so dammit. 'when life gives you lemons...dodge it' , eh? munnii is great inspiration. more like her personal messages, but well. very creative person T_T and so is jz. BUT I FDKING CANT DODGE EM WHEN THEY COME FROM ALL SIDES D< just like in one piece, except without the godpowers factor. trying to catch up, and laughing all the way, is great fun. GAR ANOTHER THING I WANT TO DO BUT CANT REALLY DO NOW.

grr speaking of art, i think i would like to improve on human anatomy. i hate drawing the shapes and then using those as guidelines cos i can never draw with clean lines, but then it goes out of proportion precisely because of that. and i need to learn how to cg T_T otherwise i will live my life with just b+w colors and er. collabs? and FUGGLY CG'D PIXIES. pixies float around taunting you. or something.

good news is im going to us + japan at the end of the year. hooorahhh. its more us but japan is erm. stop on the way? yeah. but still it reduces the amount of time i can spend on other stuff. like ge. in which my interest is dying half because of exams as well, btw.

T_T maybe i should try writing in japanese next time. helps me improve, maybe? and then it wont be such a waste of time to er. BLOG. yeah. waste.

note to self: typing habits to improve
-use caps less
-use capital letters. especially for I, at the very least.
-stop using lol in online chats
-stop using damned emoticons.
-stop swearing for no good reason.
-stop it.

shadowangel @ 8:52 PM.

Monday, September 03, 2007

all the different leveled-characters in GE are screwing with my memory lol.

anyway - lvl 42 adenine & male scout, lvl 41 female wiz, lvl 34 female fighter, lvl 28 soho, lvl 25 female ele. those are my active characters, at the very least.

i got sunburn all over my body now OTL sigh although today it's better. yesterday my face was so red, and i had T-SHIRT MARKS o___O i mean, isnt that just disgusting. gah my skin is still reddish. TT_TT

i WISH i werent such a procrastinator.

speaking of xedo, they're getting really irritating. so many articles and animeblogger!posts on them, lol. the dm!survey was interesting, though. although some questions were rubbish, like he commented. but it may not be accurate, cos i think many took the survey with lots of bias against xedo. sigh. BT is still a wonderful invention, though.

...
shoot, no mood to blog. next month, pepul! or you can hope that i get emo enough, then remember to post something. i feel stupid and bored now.

ps. as a sidenote, Tengen Toppa Gurren-Lagann and Baccano! are really entertaining. except, TTG-L is probably less so after the timeskip. well, better than xedo's licensed CARP.

shadowangel @ 3:49 PM.

Saturday, August 11, 2007

hoho, im not ded. i just nearly forgot to post.

...you must be so disappointed. i mean, its inevitable. aint it? o__O

sigh ge just released its business model, huh. MEANS $10 LESS AFTER DECEMBER STARTS TT__TT my poor wallet will be feeling all famished and starving by the time next year is here.

...unless my ge fandom (which may, after all, just be a fad as usual) DIES OFF. forces of evil, heed my plea! banish the evil amongst you (my fandom) such that you may torture me into greater doom: WHOLE-HEARTED STUDY! its called sacrifice for a greater goo---- i meant, evil.

but grah, that means i totally wont be bothered to buy the prepaid cards for exam weeks (if its all crowded into one week; with the current school system i wouldnt care any less lol.) and hence that would result in utter boredom, which would then lead on to an increased rate of retardation. (yes, im already starting to feel the effects of Ritardi on me IRL. how uncanny.) OTLLL

grahh emo emo. recently i just feel really emo during hols when i spend too much time with my family, going out and not going to school. (i think.) i have some weird on-and-off inferiority complex, which is damn weird.

speaking of which, im an extremist had you not realised before. im an extremist for the smallest of things, and neutral for the greater issues in life. sighh. DYSFUNCT HUMAN CREATED ON 16/07/93 TT__TT nvm that its emo crap again.

----in height, in weight (actly not rly. but well. i consider it so, cos like its not anywhere near the norm, i think. o_o), in my temperament at home vs outside, and er. lots of other things i wouldnt recall at this exact moment.

TTTTTTTT____________________________________________TTT

grahhhh im starting to feel stupid and useless again. and GRAAAAAAAAAAAHHH art is due tues TT__TT GRAHHH.

offtopic, though, my mom said randomly that i was suited to be a tai-tai. i didnt think it was true, but it IS a fact that its a slacker's world and therefore i would be suited to it, as would *AHEM* Blue Jaz Cafe would.

um. nat'l holiday was a blast. -vely. like, kaboom. gone. (with the wind!??!) i feel very bad not being all that participative in it, but it might just be mob psychology. hope not. (cos then the world is more stained than i thought D8)

owari

ps. any refs i use constantly may not refer to anything at all. then again i cant remember if i made any besides one which i DO happen to remember. gahhh. D:D:

..and no, emo doesnt mean those punkish weirdos i see lots on the newspaper but SOMETHING LIKE THAT IN THE NEWSPAPERS WOULD NEVER HAPPEN TO ME IN REAL LIFE ANYWAY. (quoth whatshernamefrom SZS---which i havent watched from ep 4 onwards yet, i just rmbed.)

shadowangel @ 8:28 PM.

Friday, July 20, 2007

cosfest. sigh. pictures here, anyway.

TT__TT mann sucky month. birthdays make me spend more, too.
but i got 3 prints at cosfest! all for free 8D

ah fine whatever. no one cares. *emo emo*

i totally need better time management TT__TT OTLOTLOTL.

bored. gar i just gave up tengen toppa gurren lagan to do this?!! like wtf. grr i needs moar random anime lol.

...

ew, okay nevermind.

random quote 1: "WOULD THOU WERT CLEAN ENOUGH TO SPIT UPON!" and for a special someone, it refers to her (yes, her) mind :D /kidding kidding. in case she ever reads this which is never, of course. C:C:C:C:C:C:C:C: i love her too much to be saying these kinds of things seriously. platonically.

GE LEVEL 33! at least thats something to be proud of. im almost wishing i could bot, with pepul like jaz and muni SO HIGH IN LEVEL (and for jaz, in stature. arghh i need growth pills. edo's antennae. anything at all!!)

bored.

another random quote: "DONT BELIEVE IN YOURSELF. BELIEVE IN ME, WHO BELIEVES IN YOU!!" XD

shadowangel @ 11:38 PM.